i must get this of my chest. -inhales-

you know when you give someone or alot of people your 100% love and you think you get that in return but then something happens and then they disappoint you?
its like FOR FRIGGIN SAKE ITS REPEATING ALL OVER AGAIN! >.< yep happened to me.
and i wrote something and they were like ' oh cheri you jealous?'
' of course i aint jealous..Ó_Ó '
' oh you know you will always be my sweetheart..'

i got one thing to say. BULLSHIZZER! BULLSHIZZER TO THAT SHIZZER! sweet heart my ass.. dont be talkin crap before i come down at your place and slap the ass of you. >C
-fumes- IT ANNOYS ME LIKE HELL. ITS LIKE. IF I FRIGGIN DEVOTE MY LOVE TO YOU, YOU FRIGGIN DO THE FRIGGIN SAME YOU FRIGGIN BACK STABBING STUPID ASS RUNT OF A GEEZER! -inhales-

gah cuz naz was right. they aint worth the effort. i dont need them to succeed. if anything they hold me back. grades will take me far not the 'it'.gah the 'it' is on my msn and each time i look up i want to actually friggen screw all ova their msn and tell 'it' that 'its' a fucking back stabber and if i catch eyes with 'it' i will cut of 'its' pride with a friggin BUTCHER KNIFE!

OH FOR FRIGGIN SAKE I NEED ANGER MANAGEMENT! I NEED IT! I WILL END UP MURDERING SOMEONE ONE DAY! AND I KNOW IT! GAH ARGH. GIVE ME A GUN SO I CAN SHOOT MYSELF. GOD I JUST WANT TO FRIGGIN DIE! i learnt crying for others is my down fall. expecially when THEY do the damn WRONG! >.< gaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!....omygawd i feel like crying so bad...>.>..-cringes- i swear if i cry for the stupid ass back stabbin prick i wont forgive the fool.. =_=

RANT OVER.